rainy day rem

its raining and im kind of reminiscing about what took place one year ago. 

imagine me being so hap py. just that. so happy. imagine that.

i just dont know why im trying so hard to remember the memories. all of them are blurry. i cant remember exact things that happened. exact words that were said. anything that is crystal clear. anyway, im just dead lonely.

now why am i blogging? damn. have to get back to werk.
 

so you see? you can be headless without being dead.

your face can be contorted without actually being punched.

point is, sometimes , things arent what they seem to be. like me.

a phone convo made me realize who i am to my friends. that fact that they look at me as a strong individual. but he knows me more. he knows that my heart is defenseless.

which makes me think. who am i to other people? do i project a different personality depending on the situation or do i still act the same. im confused.